Love Like This

After more than two years knowing each other
I finally met her for the first time
Well it was great to love and adore someone this much
Without having any romantic feeling towards her
For a gay like me..yes, it's real great.

p/s: I love you, E.


-Dayan-

finally

akhirnya aku dah buat something yang menunjukkan aku adalah manusia.
bukan sejenis robot.

p/s: sesiapa tolong sampaikan salam aku kat dalam gobok..aku adalah secret admirer beliau.





-Dayan-

My lesbian side

Do you ever look back on your childhood and get blown away by how gay you were before you even knew what gay was. -Tumblr-

BAM!!! Mind Blown! it's so on point. And then your life is a living hell. hahaha

Lesbian problem:

texting with bff then she be like i miss you. then you'd be like miss you too. then she'd be like i really really miss you wanna hangout bla bla bla.. then you dunno how  to respon. LOL.. too scared she gonna misunderstood. too scared she'll think "you're still gay?", too scared you gonna loose your best friend. 

chatting with bestfriend...then out of the blue gay topic comes in...then he'd be like why do people be gay. how can they be gay? it's a choice. you can choose not to be gay. Then it's your ques to speak..you'd be like yeah..right. choice. ahap.. i dunno. then deep down in your heart you ask the same shit.. aahh what exactly the choice? 

1. not be gay = lie to yourself 
2. be gay = be a bad muslim 
3. accept your gay and not be gay = be miserable.

Well whatever. I'm still alive and i still love my family and friends.

Gif explain the story of my life

wish i had a bestfriend who could just say this to my face and be like mehh

YUPP!!!! the eyes doe. especially the eyes 

DO YOU PEEPS! DO YOU
LOVING IT. LOL

Because am bored..

Pilih

Orang cakap kalau nak pilih pasangan, pilihlah yang sayang kita lebih..bukan yang kita sayang dia lebih.

Cerita dia macam ni..si A sayang kat si B..si B pulak sayang kat si C..dan si C lebih sayang kat si D..si D just sayang si E saja..then si E pulak hanya sayang si A.

Kalau nak pilih yang lebih sayang kita, baik si E pilih si D kan?tapi si D tu pulak baik la pilih si C..tapi si C tu pulak lagi bagus pilih si B..tapi si B tu sepatutnya baik pilih si A..tapi si A pulak selayaknya pilih si E..tapi baik si E  pilih si D kan?tapi si D tu pulak baik pilih si C..tapi si C tu pulak lagi bagus pilih si B..tapi si B tu sepatutnya baik pilih si A..tapi si A pulak selayaknya pilih si E..

Dan akhirnya A,B,C,D dan E meninggal dalam usia 80an..mereka semua berstatus bujang hinggalah nafas yang terakhir dihembuskan.

Bodonya cerita ni.

-Dayan-

Talk

I can remember the good old days,

Where you and me, we used to hide away

Where the stars were shining or the sun was blinding our eyes

Yeah, you filled up my glass

With promises that could never last

But I still find pieces of you in the back of my mind

And all of the things that we once said,

Are not in my heart, they're in my head

That was the time to say goodbye

Let's put it to rest, yeah, let it die

'cause we don't, we don't need to talk about this now

Yeah, we've been down that road before

That was then and this is now

The crowds in my heart they've been calling out your name

Now it just don't feel the same

Guess it's over, yeah, we're done

I heard you made your way downtown

To the place I've been hanging around

I was looking for your face in the crowd

But trying to keep my head down

Over time our wires crossed

Well you changed and the truth got lost

All the things I would change if we could only rewind

You were a moment in life that comes and goes

A riddle, a rhyme that no one knows

A change of a heart, a twist of fate

Couldn't fix it, it's too late

'cause we don't, we don't need to talk about this now

Yeah, we've been down that road before

That was then and this is now

The crowds in my heart they've been calling out your name

But it just don't feel the same

I guess it's over, yeah, we're done

We don't, we don't need to talk about this now